When you want to be alone, spend time with God.
Now you need to spend time with God on a daily basis anyway,
but here's the thing.
There would be absolutely nothing wrong with doing what Jesus did,
where He sends everybody away,
and all of a sudden He just spends time praying to God.
In fact, that's the best thing.
In fact, that's what you should do.
And when you reach points where you're frustrated or tired or exhausted
and you just want to be away,
okay, nothing wrong with that.
But spend that time with God.